Confession of a Dreams Pursuer

I didnt have enough time to write any thing lately. But today, when I stumble upon some videos that were shooted by some D300S and 5D II, I know that cinematography wouldnt simply be a hobby to me. I talked to myself long long time ago, that someday I'd get a good cam and film the daily life activities around me - family, friends, beauties, ... and thought that would be a step away from audio things that I'm digging in at the moment, help me to relax.

But damn. Those new cameras open up a new vision to me. A new obssesion that push me to do something. Creat something. It's like the time I found out how to use a not-yet-Pentium PC to produce my own music more than 10 years ago. That was a long long story that few people know and understand my efforts.

A well-known producer talked about his own way to become him, that when someone was really into something, then he/she would realize how imperfect things that the others are doing are. That a big step to begin doing & adjusting your own thing in your own way to make it better. And then, suddenly, people would like your works and you get the reputation and if you're really good, you'll make a fortune with it. All normally as it gets.

But that is a really really BIG challenges. People dedicates their whole life just to be heard, to be respected, and to be somebody. I'm just found out joys in doing things like that. Joys that take me lifetime to follow the journey. Damn. The fun is not what it is, but how I did it.

Oh poor me...

I need to take a nap now. Too many stay-up-late nights to have fun. Yup, catch me in the next post. Thanks dudes.